The boy.. the Man

There was once a boy,
Who was growing up in his own way,
He was neither shy nor found of a toy,
but in his heart a fear would always stay.

He grew up thinking of becoming the man he idolised,
but life threw so many pebbles at him that he became demoralised,
In his own soul, a demon had made him his prey,
and at the opporutne moment, it attacked, and the boy went astray.

The man, the boy became,
if the boy could see in the future,
would hang his head with shame,
for he hurted others and still did not know the reason why,all he could do was lie.

Thats who the man is now,
He knows how became this way,but still he questions as to how,
but he knows that now he has to pay.

He will not ever know love,
for his heart has been turned to stone,yet, for answers, he looks to heaven above,
he has made himself so,
and now he will always be alone.

The world is moving all around him,yet he cant go on,
Life does not wait for anyone, he knows,he feels like a pawn,
in the frontline.. battling the blows,
waiting desperately for the coming daen!!!