Last day of Sunshine

Today the sun didn't shine,

Now my words may never rhyme,

For today, I realize I lost before I could even start,

Now there is only an empty space in place of my heart.

I felt love, I felt joy,

Didn't know, in fate's plans, I was just a toy,

lost, I wander in valleys unknown,

For here she wont hear my soul cry and moan.

I loved her smile, Nay, I always will,

Yet her admission, was my poison pill,

For the dreams, I had seen were shattered,

in these harsh winds, they were scattered.

For today, the sun didn't shine.

I thought I would be able to win her heart,

Now all I do is try and not fall apart,

Maybe the fault is mine, or maybe its destiny,

But for me, this feels like the death penalty.

No prayers answered, No divine intervention,

If I had to fail, why did I ever have these feelings of affection,

Her beautiful smile, may it always be radiant,

For my love would always be her constant.

As the vultures of despair start descending,

I bid her love, even with my broken heart aching,

As tears roll down my eyes, 

I know with a smile, She I would never despise.

For today, the sun didn't shine, 

for today, was my last day without sunshine.