Pain or Love?

What do you want in the man of your dreams?

Good looks or the size of his wallet?

You broke my heart and turned my heartbeats into screams.

The ache and pain changed the colour of my blood into scarlet.

I loved you and was always there for you,

But in the end, I was always an option for fun,

And all you craved was something new,

never thought that after the declaration of my love, you would run.

Your choice amazes me, for you chose him,

the kind you always detested,

was this a flight of fancy or a chance plunge on a whim?

whereas you always told me that in me you are interested.

You blow Hot and you blow cold,

What is it that makes you flux like this?

How do you have, on my thoughts, this hold?

why, for ages, I have been dying to kiss ur lips?

You shout and you scream,

But can not take it if I do the same,

You were my aspiration , my dream,

Now I wonder, if you even remember my name.

Ages have passed and yet this feeling lingers on,

A dull ache that never seems to die,

Why cant I forget you and move on,

why about my feelings, do I have to lie?!

A thousand reasons you gave me for my one question,

Yet your smile rekindles the ache inside,

Needless to say I was shocked by your decision,

I wish this love for you in my heart, would no longer reside.