Pain of nothingness!

You were there sharing my joys and lows,

but now all you give me are just painful blows,

I was happy to be with you anytime of the day,

Now i feel that I have lost my way.

You accuse me of all the unbearable pain I have inflicted,

of the way, your life , I have affected.

You shout at me on the smallest reasons,

and layering me with only admonitions!!

I try to be there for you and care for you,

but if I fail at any point, no matter how small, you just misconstrue.

I feel like I have no rights left, with you undermining me everywhere,

and in your foul mood, the rod,you never spare.

Just tell me, what do you want from me?

Do you love me or the version you want me to finally be?

Why is it that all your problems now seem to be a personal complaint?

Why is it that all i now feel is constraint?

Monday, you said you loved me,

Tuesday, with all my nonsense, you agree,

Wednesday, you remember the past and question me and argue,

Just because I didn't reply in a speedy manner to you!!

Thursday, you say sorry,

and I always tell you not to worry,

Friday, we catch a movie and all things are fine,

Later, we have some wine and a fine dine.

Saturday, we spend the day in each others arms,

Oblivious to nature and its charms,

Sunday, you blame me for crashing all your dreams and shout at me,

and insult everything that I hold dear about me.

Then, comes Monday... and the circle starts again.

Unknown to you, becoming a burden and pain!!!